I lay on the icy cold tiles in my room for 2 hours last night crying, just wanting to die. It’s all my broken links. I’m made up of them. No one listens to me and I feel like I have no sense of control in my life. What I asked for seemed so simple and I gave clear directions and yet they do what they want instead of what I asked. I was given a lot of crap that I would have been humiliated to present to anyone. I never get away with anything like that and it just makes me wonder why I’m held to a higher standard than the rest. How do these types of people get a free pass?
While on the floor I decided I’m not going back to Pollachi. It is really dragging me down and I don’t need any reminders of how weak some of my relationships are. I would have thought twice about taking this steps again if I had known it was going to focus on my weakest skills and my weakest relationships I had. This isn't the time. I don’t need to focus on my weaknesses I need to focus on my strengths. I need to protect myself. I’m hanging on by a thread.
3 comments:
Every thing ll b normal soon da
I am really proud of you da. You still crazy about pollachi & Anitha da!
Thala we hope u. pollachiku enaikume oru pepsi than. no one beats you nee
thirumbi pollachiku varuve appo thriyum un gethu "nalavanga valvanga ena konjam time aakum avlothan" ....
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