June 23 2010
The pain is immense, I can’t go on I scream at GOD and ask why? But there is no answer. I can’t go on living, feeling what I feel. The torment is eating me alive, I am dying inside, just as I found hope, She was snatched away from me. At the same time writing this I can no longer envision a future, I no longer have hope, everything has been taken from me. From my fiancée, to my home and my life has reached an impasse. It’s a make or break time and I feel completely broken. I’m staring into an depth and this time there is no light at the end.
I am both physically and mentally traumatized. As a loved person I lost my Anitha…This day I am shut off from the world, I didn’t; no couldn’t speak with anyone because I didn’t understand why the accident happened, I tried to find some kind of justification but couldn't. I stopped interacting with people as it was the only way I could survive. I went into shock, I couldn’t communicate and the world had become a dark and lonely place. I wasn’t prepared for this farewell of a person I loved.
Goodbye Anitha & i miss you more than anything in the world...
3 comments:
I know how you feel, I often try and get some happier people I know to help you for a while, I’d say, tell me the reasons life is good, when your born, have pain, get a job, pain and die.
you like anything? Flowers, music anythin?? Start with somethin you like…if you don’t like anythin…talk to me, I’ll listen, you have a life before the SI (self injury, I’m sure you know) You’re soo not crazy…just a person with too much pain…oh hell sux doesn’t it?? Heyy talk to me. I bet I’ll understand.
Life is like a road, just enjoy the ride, your born, so just have fun with it and if it gone doesn't matter
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