April 20th, 2009
Like how one day I can be feeling pretty good; the next I can’t get out of bed
Like how people can appear to be okay, when really they’re not
Like how clothes that haven’t fitted for ages miraculously do
Like how people can be oblivious to anything and everything and the damage they’re doing
Like why books are so expensive
Like why the decision between new phone or iPod and which one can be so difficult
Like how I have to quash myself every day to stop making a show of myself
Like how people that supposedly understand, don’t
Like how the mental health system is so complex that when I’m feeling that bad, I can’t even bear to think about navigating it
Like how I have so much work to do, and a will to do it but my head is swimming
Like how making a decision always has repercussions
Like how I can decide that when I get back to Pollachi I will throw away my box of goodies, but five minutes later that idea is totally inconceivable
Like how people still want to know me
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