I probably won’t make it......

August 13 2010

Stop scaring me! I don’t wanna see how I could die in a multitude of creative ways.

Good, now that we’ve got that out of the way, let me talk to the dreams I choose to have. Like you, who I had in 28years and 29th, when I wanted to start an computer store and make it bigger than I dreamed. Now I realize how stupid I was and how difficult you really are.

Or you, over there..I don’t even know if I have the talent, and even if I do, it won’t be enough.. cuz, come on, you need more than talent to become a well known director..

Anyway, I gave up on you guys when I was face to face with real life in Tiruppur. I realized that making dreams come true requires so much dedication and hard work and sacrifice that I probably won’t make it.

Right now, I don’t even know what to dream about.. Frankly, I can’t see myself doing anything for my whole life.. life really is too hard.

But now, I only have you. A small dream you may be, but I hope that I’ll be able to walk down , even if not complete the path to honesty.

Oh, and this is for you