Its hurting me too much

April 28 2011

Thank you for the responses on my last calls. I'm tempted just to leave things there, maintain the illusion that I have recovered and that is that, for ever and ever. Real life is not so simple and I currently feel uneasy about that relationship, and rather foolish. Because I no longer feel so well. The world has shifted and my mood has slipped. Nothing has happened to trigger this change. I wish something had, because that would make sense. I could curse this illness, that so many people have competing explanations for, but that feels to me as I experience it so random and so physical. That keeps laying me low so that I wonder just how many times someone can go through this saying I am sleepy thats why?!.

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