At War with Myself

February 14th, 2009

For some reason I seem to be outraged with myself. I just can’t figure out where the anger is coming from. Am I disappointed? For now, the anger is turned inward and it is causing a great amount anxiety and depression. Ick, it has not been easy lately. The anger I feel is deep within. I wish for it to come out like the steam of a tea kettle, little by little. I hope and pray it does not explode.

I could also get a really bad attitude right now. I don’t want that either. It only complicates things. My soul just aches and my mind, well it wants to be well. Not just well today, but tomorrow, and every day for the rest of my life. For me living well is sometimes a chore and I must work at it daily.

Here’s to better times.

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