Normalcy

January 18th, 2009

My wish is to be rid of the symptoms of chronic depressive disorder. For now, I will take just having a sense of calm. Admist the symptoms I can remain calm. Feeling panic, fear, and anxiety overhwelm me. Life seems to complicated. I am afraid. I breathe. I feel. The calm comes. To be completely free from chronic depressive disorder would be a miracle. I believe in miracles, but my faith is small for me to receive one. Whatever happens, I seek the best possible normal condition I can have.